Wednesday, December 24, 2008 1:59 PM
today is SUPPPPPER BORINNNNGG once again.
fcuk tauuu !die ade pt umah aku!menyemak seyyhhhhh !but wadever,he's invisible to me.okay,right now,im lost in life.i cant find myself.i dont like everything happening to me.i wish i could accept facts and fate.but my heart only wants to accept imagination.i cant stand this.really.everything im hearing are lies.my mind is filled with lies.my life is filled with lies.my surroundings are filled with lies.everything happening around me are lies.even i am filled with lies.wat the fcuk.there's a something in me that speaks the truth,but it doesnt want to come out.its afraid of letting others know.cos it knows,if it exposes something nobody wants to know,everything would go wrong over and over again.im sick of it.im sick of going through it one more time.i dont want to bring myself down.i dont want to bring anyone i love, down.thats why,i would rather keep the truth hidden from everyone else except me.i had enough watching everyone i love,breaking down and do something they would not wish to do.i had enough of making mistakes.i had enough of making the SAME mistakes.i dont want anyone to get hurt.i dont want myself to get hurt.i want it over.i had it over.im sitll not done getting over.:(Baby , back to the top
