i have read your final blog post and i am really guilty. hais. you too promise me okay? that you will continue going to school. and to study very very very hard for your Os this year. please, i beg you, dont stop trying. i'll pray for your success. i'll promise you, that i'll never stop studying. for now, i want you to forget about me. i want you to let go. it might be very difficult for you. but im begging you to try. im always there, deep deep deep in your heart. you'll just have to find.(: