"take life slow"sometimes, people just dont understand what you are going through.
but its not good to keep it to yourslef.
so, eventhough the person might notunderstand you,
at least the person listens to you.
i regret alot of things that ive done.
but,
i realise its a little too late.
i hate myself sometimes.
i am a complicated person with mixed emotions.
at times even without PMS,
i'll be having mood swings.
and its bad.
"success is a competiton, excel is in your soul"something that daddy told us yesterday.
i kind of understand it somehow.
he did say that succeeding is not good enough.
when you excel, thats when you know you are doing better.
my life now, has changed me.
now that me & him is over.
even if deep deep deep in the core of my heart,
i know i'll not forget him.
its okay though.
ive been through this before.
and it'll fade in time.
"im not me anymore"
i am alot of history.
i am alot from the past.
i am alot of memory.
but i dont want to brag about me.
honestly,
friends would not know me as the new me just yet.
im starting to show.
but it'll take time for everyone to get used to it.
hmm.
even if friends think there's no change,
i find the change in myself.
