hahas.
okay.
reason why i want to let him go.
LOL.
*im sorry if you have to read this and it breaks your heart.
the moment i had to let him go,
i knew it was for a good reason.
thats why i had no doubt in forgetting him.
but then,
because he had such high hopes on us.
i couldnt hurt him.
im not blaming him.
just that he was holding me back .
when i posted on holding on...i really didnt want to hurt him.
but the next day, when i posted on letting go,
i already thought twice.
cos i know,
no matter how long he is going to wait,
BOTH of us know,
that we'll never be together again.
telling him to hold on was A MISTAKE.
a wrong thing to do.
i thought at first,
it will make him feel better.
but after thinking for so long,
it'll actually just hurt him MORE.
and i cant bear doing that.
not again.