thanks ah eh.
up to you what you want to say.
i had enough of this emoshitting piece of crap.
you know,
you should have listened when my mum said that i dont understand myself.
i am that way.
i dont know what i want.
shouldnt have known me right ?
i have a habit now.
getting into a relationship and destroy the guy.
even if this guy didnt do anything wrong to me.
& yes, because guys are all the same.
they're sweet talkers.
just like girls.
but i do that ,
because my past relationship made me do it.
i loved him too much.
and what did he do ?
he made me feel stupid in the end.
he made me feel like an idiot loving him.
i never meant to do this , you know.
ive learnt a lesson from that.
i cant EVER give the guy that much love.
he doesnt deserve it.
im sorry.
im refraining myself from another relationship.
im refraining myself from hurting another innocent guy like you.
yes, i lied about telling you to hold on.
call me whatever you want.
cause you know why ?
i dont care anymore.
things like these arent important in my life anymore.
like i said to someone,
you lose one guy/girl, you still have many friends and family that loves you
more than he/she does.
i told you, im not me anymore.i change into a person with an ugly personalityand obviously, an ugly attitude.accept the fact.i dont live to please.