hello readers,
SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILADHA.
:D
hmm .
im so tired okay .
haiya.
have not been sleeping well for the past week .
sleep late, wake up early .
the temp maid went back on wednesday night.
well, obviously, mummy only hired her because i went for kem obor.
which i will go out the house early in the morning and come back at night.
like fcuk okay ?
kakak's working . i understand she's tired when she comes back from work.
but i swear, she doesnt have to mess up the room and leave it as it is before she leaves for work . irritating.
and nafiah , she is as usual plain lazy and hopeless.
so during the monday to wednesday this week,
its obvious that these people hardly did any chores.
what annoyed me the most was coming home from obor on wednesday night to find fcuked up mess in the house.
the maid couldnt care less.
what more nafiah . kakak was out to work .
the rest was at malaysia .
i didnt complain , so just cleaned up the mess with the help of my little brother who is very much more helpful than nafiah .
and i even had to help in keeping all the groceries and stuffs that the rest brought back from malaysia.
slept late that night.
damn it .
the next day was worse cos i was woken up at 7plus to clean the bloody house.
fcuk it yknw.
what pissed me off was, why was i the only one who was woken up ?
how bout nafiah and nadhirah ?
nafiah was sleeping like a fcuking pig on the sofa.
and didnt even bother waking up eventhough she heard the vaccuum .
as for kakak, she woke up 2 hours before her work starts, bathe , met her boyf and go to the shop, change up and headed for work.
oh yeah, not forgetting leaving the room in a mess.
daddy came back from work , couldnt care less, bathe, eat and slept.
i was just hoping nafiah could be a help.
but all she did when she woke up was bathe , eat and watched tv.
i had to bathe my younger siblings, mop the house and even cook.
wat the fcuk .
knowing the kitchen was in a big mess, grdma can still ask me to do other stuffs despite seeing me struggling to clean up the mess.
the other people in the house can still happily eat lunch while i was still going round the house, cleaning.
i was folding the clothes when mummy came back from work.
seems like she's the only one who cares bout me.
i was fcuking tired until i had no mood to eat breakfast and lunch.
and i dont think mummy and daddy are in good terms.
i dont know what the problem is now.
haiyaaaaaaaaaa.
i was so tired yest that i cried when mummy asked me to rest.
i texted pclove. and was on the phone with dee .
but by the time i was otp with dee, i alr stopped crying.
i cant stand it lah kay.
so at night, grdparents ajak me go clementi cos got kenduri .
met pclove awhile to give him back his mem card.
headed to clementi , reached home at i dont know what time.
slept a few miutes after midnight.
today is the same thing.
kakak woke up early cos her work started at 9am.
i was sleeping but then i heard grdpa asked kakak why im not up yet cos i need to clean the house. LIKE FCCUUUUUKKKKK !
sume org nak harapkan aku ,beh lau aku nk buat keje sorang2 , senang lau rumah ni aku dok sorang2 kan ? yang lain sume takle harap.korang sume ckp senang uh, yg aku sorang je yg bole harap.tak bermakne , korang tk pyh suroh yg lain buat keje kan ?aku jadi maid korang pe skg ? shit btol.Labels: im pissed and i need to let it out (:, sorry for the long post
