you think life for you has been uneasy ?
do you know how it feels now ? to be treated like trash ?
there's a reason why it happens.
all you have to do is find out where you went wrong and correct that mistake ?
you're not the only who is stuck in the house , are you ?
are you only thinking of yourself ?
do you see me going in and out of the house , cos im going out with friends ?
i dont think so right.
i know how much you've changed.
i can see how hard you're trying.
and i very much understand how you feel.
am i not your flesh and blood ?
i dont want to go against you for nothing.
i dont take control of anything nor anyone.
you dont know how much more fcuked up i am.
everybody's telling me things, while im sitting there thinking of what i can do. WHAT IS THERE I CAN DO ?
im trying to find a job but i cant cos mummy says i should not be the one working. cos she doesnt want me to drop on my studies because of work and becos i have another year to go.
you can say alot of things about me.
that im most loved by grandma and mummy.
but you think again, the slightest mistake i make, would take them a long time to forgive me. how bout you ?
they forgive and forget like it never happened.
they want the best from me, but i cant keep to their expectations.
all they want me to do is study study study like i have no life.
all you have to do right now, is get yourself a job.
and there you go, free as ever.
like you wanted.
ONE JOB that you can stick to for the mean time, is already your happy ever after.
and me ? what am i supposed to do right now ?
the only time that i'll go out for is to school.
FCUK IT OKAY ?
