if my time on earth was through, he has to face this world without me. ):
talk about yesterday first kay .
netbll match with regent. didnt go .
sick, tired, not in the mood, busy.
cleaned up the house as usual.
cooked late.
went out to IMM with grandparents to buy some stuffs.
reached home, i cooked roasted chicken and baked potato.
sedaaaaaaaaaap. :D
at night , otp with pclove till 1230.
and today,
netbll match with jurong sec. didnt go.
sick, tired, not in the mood, busy.
gfs ajak go swimming, also never go.
tired, busy, fcuked uppppp .
hmm .
cleaned up the house.
slept from 130pm till 315pm.
had fun talking to daddy when he came back from work.
(:
he went to sleep aft i did. he woke up around 5plus.
disturb him. haha. i love my daddy (:
mummy was not in a good mood and i dont know why.
too many things happening.
and mummy should tell herself that if she has problems at work, dont bring that problem back home and vent it out on others okay ?
i dont like it and we're not idiots to be screamed at.
TO THE PEOPLE IT MAY CONCERN :please kay, stop saying things you dont know about.stop accusing without evidence. i grew up in this household being taught not to blame others. i wonder, why the people who taught me all these didnt apply it to themselves. honestly, i think i know him better. a whole lot better. i may only have known him for 15years of my life. but throughout these 15 years, he was the one i looked up to for every problem i faced/had. he may have made mistakes before. but we are humans arent we? dont tell me you havent make a mistake before. there are reasons to why he's like that. i dont dare ask cos im afraid that i have no right to know. i can see how hard he is trying. and i love him alot. but i couldnt accept what you said yesterday. he went out of the house earlier than he was supposed to. and just becos he didnt tell anyone, you said alot of things about him. and tell me how surprised you were when he called home and asked me to bring down his packed food and drink. tell me. i did ask him why he went out early, and guessed what ? no, he didnt go meet another woman, he went to get a haircut and repair his motorcycle. whatever you said hurt me alot you know. i wonder what made you say all that. just because he has been coming back home late from work and always not eating when he comes home? think the positive things. he might have alot of things to do at work. and he did once told me he went to have breakfast with his ex-colleagues. so what is your problem actually ? so please stop asking me why he always come home late from work cause from what i think, your mind is thinking a whole lot of other things. STOP IT OKAY ? i know you're my elder and i have no right to go against you but i swear, one more time you talk about him like that, i am going to tell you off. okay ? AQILAH ; i want it now ! pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeee.
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