a happy family is everything someone wants.
but not everyone can get that, can they ?
not if everyone in the family is able to give in and cooperate.
well, life's just been like fcukingshit.
i dont know whats wrong with HIM.
attitude here and there.
not communicating with anybody in the house.
not even talking to HER.
does he know how hurt SHE is ?
and how hurt I am ?
treat us like we're strangers.
you dont even seem to care anymore.
WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU ?
i dont have you to look up to when i cry anymore.
i dont have you to look up to when i have doubts anymore.
i dont have you even by my side, supporting and being there for me anymore.
WHERE ARE YOU IN MY LIFE ?
cant you see how hard she tries to hide the pain ?
cant you see how much she is crying inside ?
cant you see how much she has to go through because of you ?
does she have to show ? cos i thought you should know.
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okay, whatever already.
well , it was me and bby's 3rd month yest.
happy yet sad .
aqilah knows why .
so does bby. (:
im glad to have him around. bby can heal that hole in my heart.
and he really really really understands. bby really shows how much he loves someone.
good good.
had ss LSP aft school , grandad fetched me and car-ed to parkway to meet mum.
bought a short dress for saturday nightttt . (:
today had cross country.
ran competetive.
im hopeless i tell you.
start2 , was running lah kann .
then aft running past the first condo , then started walking.
and walked all the way till halfway of the end point. 43rd position :D
CONGRATS TO BBY FOR GETTING 4TH PLACE.
budak tu happpppyyyy skali. hahah .
good job bby. im really happy skali.
was in school till about 12plusplus.
headed home, rest , bathe.
went westmall to meet nad.
then walked around to get naf's friend a present.
reached home at 5.
slept till 62om like tht.
was awaken by bby's call .
halfway through the phnecall, pp8 habis. =.=
wanted to top up but mum said no need cos tmw she giving me my line number.
so tmw night there's pementasan at victoria.
grandad sending me there, but will be going home by myself most probably.
i wanna spend time with bby.
i miss him like crazy.
:D
